DAMN INVISALIGN

It's probably a damn good thing.
I just worked out
40 mins on the bike, 40 mins on the crossramp machine (its like an elliptical) and walked for 15 mins. ehhh i really was not feeling the workout today.
I was at the dentist this morning. DAMN MY TEETH KILL and i can't get these damn things off so i can eat. hahaa i guess i won't be eating because i can't get these things off :/ all i want is like a rice cake! or something! something to fill this void :/ ughhh im so torn in life. im so torn with what i want. i have way to many insecurities.
these invisalign aren't as "invisable" as i'd hope :/ i was so embarrassed even talking to my personal trainer today. i like hardly talked to him. im so AWKWARD :/

**update. i got the top one out...couldnt get the bottom one out...ugh oh well...but i did eat with the bottom one in anyways-FUCK ME. no more. i can't eat with them in any more! will be a really really good rule for myself. i ate a rice cake (35) and a banana (110) we'll see where the rest of the day takes meeee

**another update. did really well. didn't eat anything else after that so umm like 145 calories today and water and ya that was it. my teeth hurt. i still havent been able to take these damn things out and its not like i wasn't willing to eat or didnt want to eat--i was very willing to eat i just couldnt take it out and my teeth hurt so i didnt eat anything else. oh well. these things actually might just be almost as good as adderall to keep me from eating :-)
we'll see! :-)