Wednesday, March 23, 2011

running!?!

I ran a half marathon!!
Not amazing time but did it in exactly 2 hrs

edit: i trained for it!!! thats how i did it!!! i never in a million years thought i'd do one! but hey i did!
i didn't think i'd get picked.
i told myself if i got in...that means that my life needs to change and i should treat myself better!
i got in!!!
so slowly i tried...to treat myself better....slowly...
i still binge...trying to eat a good amount of calories and not binge though...purgeing....it sometimes still comes but rarely.....
I am mostly eating well or trying to.
BUT--the negative thoughts are still here...and my mind is OFTEN bothered.
I got a bodybugg so I know exactly how many calories i burn a day.....to help me....to eat all i need to eat and to loose weight the right way....yesterday I burned 2900 calories!!!