Sunday...but it should be Saturday

Life is always going to throw you curveballs, but remember only you are responsible for your eating and activity!


So this should be my Saturday post but it's now 2:10am so it's Sunday.

I came back from the city around 3pm today and then I got home, had some food...hmmm...not the best decision...then went to work (and i did run around and sweat with the boys playing soccer!!) and was done around 10/10:30 and then went for a run at 11pm ish with a friend!!! It was awesome!!!!! So spontaneous!!! I was not planning on doing anything but going to bed. But I'm so happy I pushed myself and ran!! We ran about 8.1 miles!!!! Well we like jogged it but I was sweating and tired by the end!!! Like it wasn't the fastest I've ever ran blah blahh. Anyway....today food wise wasn't the greatest. I did go to Trader Joe's for the first time in the city and bought Soy and Flaxseed Tortilla Chips and Trader Joes Roasted Garlic Hummus



I was doing pretty well and had some of that but then after the train ride home when I got back home I had more and more and more and then was done with the bag!!! So I ate that entire bag. (EMBARRASSING!!!!! :( guilt. guilt. guilt.) and all of the hummus too. Okay so maybe a few friends had like a few of those chips so maybe I only had 11 servings instead of 12 but still. damn. but at least they were pretty low carb....but still i ate a shit load.


I really need to eat better. I did avoid some unhealthy stuff today though. Always a plus. And did have an apple with naturally moore peanut butter and a few granola bars at babysitting :/
I'm going to try and ask my mom to go grocery shopping tomorrow for some veggies, turkey, pure pumpkin, brie, mozzarella, greek yogurt and and i think thats all i can afford right now.

Oh and I finished all my teddies peanut butter I had the other night so I'm lost without it but I need to give myself a little break for a bit. But the skippy's peanut butter we have in the house...I'm like soo the one to go after it and other people just want peanut butter here and there I guess so guess what I put it on the top shelf and its out of site so its out of mind...I'm not going to climb up there and get it. or i hope im not going to!! I put it up there a few days ago.

Also tonight I just bought a loaf of bread for $19 DAMN. Thats the most expensive bread I've ever bought.....(shipping was $11)

http://www.julianbakery.net/products.html?iID=3207&dID=505&pdID=505&DeptName=Breads&ProdName=(A)%20Smart%20Carb%20No%201%20(Net%201%20Carb)&index=1&detail=yes


I'm sooo torn what to do about college next year. Whether to transfer or not....I guess I really should go to RI because I think I'd fit in better and they do have an amazing gym. But food is also important to me. And I really want to eat healthy and thats soooo hard in the dining halls and at the school in RI I'd have to have a meal plan.

blah blah.
k going to bed.
I want to get better with this whole blogging.
I'm cleaning out my camera tonight and I really need to start taking photos of the food I'm eating

I want to look good in a bathing suit :(