This is my life. love it. hate it. its my life.: I tried tonight...

Monday, June 28, 2010

I tried tonight...

I know I shouldn't have. I was just feeling so guilty. nothing happened though.

It wasn't a good day.
I wanted to eat <500 calories. I was doing so well and then blew it and ate like 2100 calories.
Fuck me.

The only picture I have today is of my Lean Cuisine Dinner with chia seeds

1 comment:

EibbrocJuly 21, 2010 at 10:50 AM
That looks SO good! :)
It looks like Chicken Chow Mein(teachnically it kinda is). ps: I LOVE Chicken Chow mein...
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I restricted big time for a year, then began the cycle of B/P for a year and a binge to me then was a low amount of calories. now a binge to me is considered a lot more than it was. for some reason i slowly stopped purging. nothing really changed. nothing at all.

Diagnosed with EDNOS by ED Specialists/Therapist and a psychologist. Also diagnosed with Bulimia.

Purging Free Since

April 27, 2010

-once on June 3rd I did try and throw up I was so mad but I was sick so my throat was killing me, my eyes hurt and I only got up water. so i don't count it. thats the only time since april 27th.