Vacation!!

I'm leaving tomorrow AM and going to spend the weekend...or well until Monday AM with my aunt and uncle and cousins. I'm excited. They are renting a gorgeous house on the beach.
Not excited to wear my bathing suit. We'll see how that goes.
Sorry I haven't commented.
Life has been sooo busy. Just go go go go all day. When I get some down time I promise I will read and comment....I really care about you guys and thanks so much for leaving comments. It means A LOT!!!!!!!

And GUESSS WHAT!!!!! I'm soooo happy :)
My therapist was like so when do you leave for school. I go next Thursday. He goes so am I seeing you Monday? I go as of right now no. He goes we'll why not? And blah blahh and added me to his schedule :) yayyayyy
That makes me so happy I get to see him again.
He is amazing.
I could not imagine life without him. He is my savior. Well God's my savior. But he's my second savior. :-)
He is amazing. Amazing. The best psychologist in the worlddddd!!! haha granted I am biased but I mean hes just awesome :)

I have a demonologist appt monday and he was like so how do they do that? is it a lazar? I go "I don't know" and then he asked another question and I go "I don't know" and then maybe he asked something else too and I said "I don't know" LOL and he goes...."I don't know why I keep doing that you already told me you don't know. When my wife does that to me and I say 'I don't know' to her and she keeps asking me and I say 'I don't know' then I go 'I don't know would you like me to change my answer?'"
HAHHAA I love him. He's like then she gets annoyed. lolzzzz
:-)
And he just gets me and is chill and just is amazing at listening and doesn't judge me or criticize me for the destructive behaviors I do--all he does is question my thoughts, question my beliefs and constantly beat down on me--in a nice way tho--sometimes I don't even realize he is doing.

But I'm doing well. I mean I guess. Not really. I am eating and working out. Like I'm not loosing weight but its not like I like my body. So in my opinion it doesnt matter--I'm still not doing well because I'm not happy.

Thanks for the comments :-) it makes my day :-)