I miss taking photos of my food.

I do. I do miss taking photos of my food.
So I'm still very sad and a mess. But I know my uncle and my grandmother are in a happier place and not suffering anymore. God is taking care of both of them <3

It took forever to fall asleep last night but once I finally did I slept well.

I did laundry and changed my sheets this morning. I love clean sheets! :)

A little after 2pm I had some food.
Oatbran, banana, wheat germ, flax seed, hemp seeds and a spoonful of plain chobani yogurt




And...
I took a picture of my back....I wanted to see if it was muscular.....I feel like it's deceiving and I'm not as muscular as it appears....I mean I AM flexing in this photo. It's not like I'm not flexing. I don't know how long I'm going to keep it up but I sort of wanted to posted it. Maybe it's just me and maybe this photo doesn't look like I have much muscle at all. I don't know!!!

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I'm going to maybe go to the gym in a bit....try and clear my mind....try and get some work done too...

I think dinner will be spaghetti squash if I can cut it open.
No friends to go to the dining hall with so I think I'm staying here.
We'll see if I'm successful at cutting it open! LOL
I'll take photos!!



I'm back!!!
Ok--here we go....

I got out all my supplies!!



I was very worried I would not be able to break this sucker open.
So I poked it with a fork and put it in the microwave for a minute.

Hmmm....I was still thinking....I wonder if I'm going to like this thing.....
I start cutting it open.....It's easier than I thought it would be!! My little knife is working!!! :-)



And I did it!!!

It was a small one! It fit in my hand.



And I'm looking at this thing....thinkng "Okay seeds...where are ya?" And I looked around....found some....found like 8 and then was like "Well that was easy!!" ummmm...NO! hahaaha there were a ton more buried all over the place and then tiny tiny ones.
It took FOREVER to get them all out. I'd say like 20 minutes? Maybe I'm exaggerating I don't know.....
But I just kept thinking.....this damn spaghetti squash better taste good....because I was very suspicious to say the least......

Finally I got them out!!
Or I thought I got them all out....

Popped it into the microwave.
It came out looking like this.



My thoughts.....hmmmm
1) I see SEEDS
2) Is that what it's supposed to look like??
3) Is it cooked??

I got a few seeds out I saw....and then decided it was cooked

I started digging in to one of them!



And went "OH MY GOSH! THIS IS SOOOO COOL" hahahahahaa

I wasn't sure if I was going to like it so I started with just one half.
I cleaned it all out :-)
But this photo doesn't show how well I really cleaned it out. I cleaned it out after this photo more :-)



I added some sauce and this is what my FIRST bowl looked like.



My thoughts.....
1) It was YUMMMYYYYYYY
2) Why haven't I ever eaten this before?????
3) I am going to start eating this at home???
4) Who can I get to take out all the seeds so I can just eat it??? hahahaa

I attacked the second half!
My second bowl!!




Okay so it was good.
But I still think pasta is good from time to time. But this is definitely good. Like when I grow up I'd call it "pasta" and serve it to my kids :-) heheheehee
I don't know if I was really full after though.
I did have some veggies with it




But I gave my hungry body a rice cake, a small apple and 1 cranberry oatmeal protein cookie from the protein bakery! :-)