This is my life. love it. hate it. its my life.: A nice break

Sunday, October 10, 2010

A nice break

It's nice being home for the long weekend.
It's a nice break.
I'm eating A LOT though.
I don't know.
I ran a 5K this morning. My time was 24:22. Ugh. I've done better/probably could have done better. My thigh/hamstring is KILLING me. I really want to go to the doctor/physical therapy for a few days while I'm home and get a massage of some sort on my leg/thigh. The pain just hurts.

I made this DELICIOUS Pumpkin Gingerbread with Buttercream Frosting.
OMG DELICIOUS.
Perfect!!
Got it off here :-)

http://ohsheglows.com/2010/10/02/pumpkin-gingerbread-with-spiced-buttercream/

Love it!!

I wish I could see my therapist while I'm here. I don't think I'm going to/can.
Whatever. :-(

I just wish I could be skinny. I'm trying to be happy and trying to work out and eat well.
It's just hard. It's a mess of a secret life.

3 comments:

Owl GirlOctober 11, 2010 at 5:24 AM
Hmm that looks so delicious!! :)
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- Eve :')October 29, 2010 at 8:18 AM
I think I'm going to try to make that lol, probably won't be as tasty. :)
Woot, my fastest 5K was in 32 minutes, good job, what is your fastest 5K?
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SarahNovember 3, 2010 at 4:54 AM
secret lives are messy but adrenaline filled.
stay strong baby.
i miss your posts :( <3
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I restricted big time for a year, then began the cycle of B/P for a year and a binge to me then was a low amount of calories. now a binge to me is considered a lot more than it was. for some reason i slowly stopped purging. nothing really changed. nothing at all.

Diagnosed with EDNOS by ED Specialists/Therapist and a psychologist. Also diagnosed with Bulimia.

Purging Free Since

April 27, 2010

-once on June 3rd I did try and throw up I was so mad but I was sick so my throat was killing me, my eyes hurt and I only got up water. so i don't count it. thats the only time since april 27th.